And there is no cure. Those late night TV commercials advertising herpes medications promise relief and that’s all you get. The best you can do is cut down your outbreaks to a few times a year, and that’s if you’re on the daily meds. Other than total isolation from humanity, there’s nothing you can do to protect yourself. On top of being present in all the major bodily fluids, herpes is extremely contagious in skin-to-skin contact. That means that not even abstinence-bent Evangelical teenagers are safe from it. Clothes-off dry humping is enough to do the trick.

CDC says that herpes is one the most transmitted STD out there. They even call it an epidemic. At least 20% of all American adults are infected with the genital strain and anywhere from 50 to 80% have the oral variant. But these stats go back to 1997. More recent studies have shown that the rate of infection is increasing. The culprit? Oral sex. Scared shitless by the overblown threat of AIDS, kids are screwing less and sucking more. And that’s good for herpes because the mouth and genital areas — the two most dirty places where mucous tissue connect with regular skin — are always dotted with micro tears and extremely susceptible to herpes penetration. But you don’t hear about this low-level herpes epidemic on the news. Who knows, maybe they’re embarrassed to talk about painful genital lesions on TV. Or maybe the media doesn’t want to admit that the AIDS scare they’ve been pushing has boosted another viral epidemic that’s almost impossible to contain.

The good news is that, for most people, herpes sores are pretty mild. They’re so mild, in fact, that only 10% of infected people know they actually have herpes The bad news is that they inevitably get worse with age as a person’s immune system begins to crash. Old people have been known to break out in seeping, bleeding sores all over their bodies. The old don’t heal well and the sores turn into permanent lesions that get infected. The newest antiviral meds help some, but the condition quickly spirals out of control. And the pain gets bad, so bad even morphine isn’t much help. My friend’s grandfather threw himself out a hospital window because he couldn’t take it anymore. His entire head turned into one huge open herpes sore. And he was infected with the milder HSV 1 herpes form. In old age, HSV 2 is much worse.

But cheer up, if you got herpes, chances are you’re pretty healthy and won’t be old anytime soon. Most people with decent immune systems might not experience an outbreak for years, and when they do, it’ll be so mild that they’ll mistake it for a pimple. But again, even if the direct symptoms aren’t so bad, herpes’ evil appeal is in the details. For a seemingly harmless skin condition, herpes has some gnarly and bone-chilling complications. The thing to remember is that herpes attacks your nerve cells. And your nerves control everything, including your eyes.

Herpes of the eye — yeah, it’s possible — is called ocular herpes. You get the same deal as you do with genital/oral herpes, except that the optical nerve becomes infected and the herpes sores pop up on your eyelids, cornea and retina. Imagine that. It’s easy to get it in your eye. Kiss a girl with a herpes sore inside in her mouth, wipe her spit from your lip and then rub your eye. A girl I used to know peripherally in Berkeley got into porn when she graduated and somehow got herpes in her eye. Now she’s slowly going blind. About 50,000 Americans join her every year.

Herpes encephalitis. That’s another herpes condition that doesn’t get much airtime. Most of the time, during an outbreak, herpes-infected facial nerves send their viral particles forward along the nerve cell and pop up around the oral cavity. But sometimes, for no apparent reason, the viral army gets its orders confused. Instead of traveling towards the surface, it travels deeper into your head and gives you a massive herpes sore on your brain. If you have oral herpes, this can happen to you at any time. There’s no warning. Brain matter is tightly packed, so even the most minute swelling can destroy huge swaths of brain tissue. There are about 2,000 cases of diagnosed herpes encephalitis in America. Less than 30% survive. Those that do end up retards for life.

And that’s the thing; in recent studies herpes is thought to be a serious player in nervous system disorders. The links are only starting to emerge, but the most troubling is the connection between herpes and Alzheimer’s, the feared mystery disease that slowly kills off brain cells and gradually develops from general senility to total brain death. (People in advanced stages of Alzheimer’s that have been left alone have been documented forgetting to eat and slowly dying of starvation.)

Yeah, herpes has a hand in this. There is evidence that suggests herpes viruses hijack a cellular transport molecule called APP (it’s basically a cellular truck used by neurons to move large molecules around) and use it to speed up their own movement. Over time, these APP molecules, which herpes viral particles dump after using, aggregate into sharp, spiky masses that grow and puncture the nerve cells around them. Now it seems that they are the throw-away remnants of fuel that herpes extracts from our cells. It reminds me of the way we humans treat the earth.

This article was published in issue #261 of The eXile, April 2007.

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